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I have not quit.

It happened again. Sitting on the couch, putzing around on my phone. Waking up on the floor to my dog licking me with a bump on my head. I either fainted, or I had a seizure. And given my past, I think it is safe to say that I most likely had a seizure. Time to stop what I am doing, take a step back, and reevaluate this situation. Why did I have a seizure? - I am stressed out like a mother trucker. Why am I stressed out? - Getting yelled at by people at work all day, working long hours, not forcing myself to take my lunch breaks, feeling like I have had little to no training and yet I am expected to know how to do quite a bit. Okay, so work is stressing me out. Now, what should I do? - Well, I shouldn't call in. I should really still go into work. But I want to run. I want to run far and I want to run fast. I can admit it this time. I don't like this job. I am not comfortable in this job. But I need to pay bills. I need to contribute. I cannot simply qu